there are so many things on my mind
it rained some today, when its nice like this and smells fresh
im just SO ready for spring.
im going to apologize im not going to have my comas in place or my capitalizations.
I want to move out. It would be nice to have my own place, to decorate, to clean it on my own,
to cook my own meals and what not, and not have to worry about pissing my mom off for making a mess.
i want to have my bank statements sent to me, so my mom doesnt open them and read them then get mad at me for spending the money that i earned..
Im ready to start living like im 20, when y cousin kristen was 20 she had been living on her own for a while by that time.
Im ready to be more of an adult. I dont care if its a lot of responsibility, i know it is. I need to grow up sometime, i just dont want to be like kristens sister lori and be 26 and still living with my mom.
College is good. I think im going to do a good job this semester
Aaron you do a great job at helping.
Thank you.
I love you
Im ready for winter to be over, i wanna be in cargo shorts, and play outside, and i want to take pictures of outside.
I want to go camping, i want to lay out under the stars.
i want to wake up in the morning and cook food outside. and sleep in a tent, and have a bonfire.
i have so many things i want to do, but right now im dealing with right now,
school, work,
blah,
im enjoying right now, but i look forward to the months to come and the years to come.
oh man.
oh hey.
this is cute