Its almost 08

Neato.

Work is lame.

I was in a bad mood all this morning, and afternoon. I went by the  Bridge today before going back to work. I felt bad a couple of the kids were like, Dianna, Ive not see you in 2 or 3 months.

I miss those kids. I need to not be lazy when it comes to going there to see those kids

or its going to end up like is was with Weston, Im going to put it off and then not see someone for a while and never see them again.

Gar.

Good day!

hurray!

Merry Christmas!

I hope everyone had a great day.

I am still not able to get on myspace.

I happily deleted my facebook. So I've been looking at film cameras. I need to get a fun film camera.

Hope it was a great day.

Im very bored.

so my 20 day fast

I made a bet with my boyfriend that he couldn't go 20 days without drinking soda, and I had to bet him I couldn't go 20 days without looking at myspace.

Well guess what, its not that hard to not go to myspace. The only reason I want to get on is cause he told me he commented everyone of my pictures and I would like to read those.

Anyways. Im ready for school to start. I am so tired so I am going to go to bed really soon

Im happy its almost christmas

Im sad that Im such a shitty friend. I just don't know what to do to make situations better sometimes. Im sorry heather if you read this that I've been shitty. I kinda felt like you started closing me out tho first when Aaron and I first got serious and it just kinda has gotten more of a distance between us and it sucks.

I got a really nice necklace thats my birthstone with matching earrings, so I took out my top  hole gauges, and put them in. I love the the necklace lots.

Anyways thought Id give a small update.

Peace and Love

Dianna

There is one thing I can do nothing about.

Before I begin to let my myself get lost in thought, I would like to say that Danger from the Manger was a lot of fun. The weather was crappy but there was still a good turn out.

I forget lyrics if I don't have someone else right there singing them with me.

Anyways, I got a good punch in the face last night. Not to shabby.

I feel sometimes tho, as if everyone else around me is so consumed in what everyone else is saying or doing. What about right now? What about that moment. 

I myself am guilty of doing this. I was driving home today and I was thinking about the impossibility of time stopping. Having everyone that is around me stuck in that moment, while time is still going for me. If I could have I would have took off running. So that when time came back into play. I could be anywhere I wanted, and I could have been gone from where I was in the blink of an eye.

This is so random and weird I know.

Besides, no one will really read all of this. Thats why I got this. So people who care enough to see what I have to say may. 

Another thing that was thrown in my face this weekend. I feel like Im temporary for whoever I'm around. I don't know what it is about me, or people that after a few months everyones moved on and I've moved out. My friends are constantly changing. The only constant in my life has been music, and the Bridge, and my mom.

For once in my life, I do not want to have to have this happen again, I don't want to meet anymore people. I don't want to have to try and trust anyone new. I like where I am and I don't want that to change. I want to know that in a year from now, I'll still have the same people who care for me now, still around. 

Am I the one who leaves, or am I the one who gets left?

Im scared for many reasons, but I'm willing to be blindly lead by faith, and hopefully I am a leader, not a follower.

God will take me down the path I belong on.

I just hope there is a path I belong to.

Paz

Just thought I would mention

It is snowing, I'm still going to Danger. I want to play outside in the snow.

Perhaps Aaron will play in the snow with me, and we could go get Brooke too.

Anyways before I venture to Fayetteville I thought I'd let you all know.

Expect pictures.

Okay.

Im out

Paz.

Here goes the first blog

Hello All. 

I decided to conform to a blogspot.com

They seem trendy. Not really.

But I tire of myspace sometimes.

So I suppose it you want to read my words. Then you may read my brain here.

:-)

I just wanted to mention that I don't like it when people speak incorrect english. 

The reason for that thought; I am listening to Kanye West right now and I was thinking about how he always annunciates his words correctly.

Ha. Random I know.

Anyways.

Things to expect from me

Complaints about work, Praise about Christ,Random Rambles, Happy stories. Epiphanies, Musical processes, Talking about the people I love, Photography, and Blessings,

the over use of capitalizing words, using spaces when I should just use a ";" or ":" 

terrible sentence structures, and when I'm lazy the only thing correct in my writings might be the proper use of : Your and You're. I apologize early on for the future use of any incorrect spelling and grammar.

=]

Anyways. 

Tomorrow Aaron [the boyfriend] and I are going to venture to Fayetteville for some shopping, eating, and of course, Danger From The Manger. The highly anticipated hardcore show of the month. Which I must say will be a good closer for 2007.  I am looking forward to the weekend.

I am also looking forward to my birthday which will be on Weds the 19th. Hurray!!!!

Anyways. Im waking up early.

Lets see if I stick with this thing, or if it dies as Xanga did..

R.I.P xanga.

With much love and blessings

Dianna Marie Shelley

Paz.